Ahlylookdwentacrosshisalmostveenance。“Mydearfellow,”hesaid,”beitasyouplease;mylastthoughtistooffendyou。Iwouldintrudeonnone。Iwillleaveyoumyaddress,however……”
“Idonotwishit-Idonotwishtokhatsheltersyou,”iher。“Iheardyourmightbeyou;Iwishedtoknowif,afterall,therewereaGod;Iknownowthatthereisnone。Begone!”
&oodinthemiddle,betweeairanddoorway;aLondonphysiordertoescape,wouldbeforcedtosteptoolaiedbeforethethoughtofthishumiliation。Whiteashewas,therewasadateriacles;butwhilehestillpauseduain,hebecameawarethatthedriverofhisflyeeringiatthisunusualsdcaughtaglimpseatthesametimeofourlittlebodyfromtheparlour,huddledbytheerofthebar。Thepresenanywitnessesdecidedhimatooflee。Hecrouchedtogether,brushi,alikeaserpent,strikingforthedoor。Buthistribulationwasirelyatanend,forevenasheassichedhimbythearmandthesewordsaainfullydistinct,“Haveyouseenitagain?”
&ridoctorcriedoutaloud,throttlingcry;hedashedhisquestioneracrosstheopenspad,withhishandsoverhishead,fledoutofthedoorlikeadetectedthief。Beforeithadoccurredtooomakeamovementtheflywasalreadyrattlingtowardthestation。Thesewasoverlikeadream,butthedreamhadleftproofsaspassage。heservantfoundthefinegoldspectaclesbrokehreshold,awewereallstahlessbythebar-roomwindow,aourside,sober,pale,aeinlook。
“Godprotectus,Mr。Fettes!”saidthelandlfirstintopossessionofhisaryseintheuhis?Thesearestrahingsyouhavebeensaying。”
&urowardus;helookeduseasuintheface。“Seeifyouhues,”saidhe。“ThatmanMaeisocross;thosethathavedonesoalreadyhaverepeoolate。”
Ahoutsomuishinghisthirdglass,farlesswaitiwo,hebadeusgood-byeah,uhelampofthehotel,intotheblaight。
&uroourplatheparlour,withthebigredfireandfourdles;aulatedassed,thefirstchillofoursurprisesoooaglowofcuriosity。Wesatlate;itwasthelatestsessionIhaveknowninthee。Ea,beforeweparted,hadhistheorythathewasboundtoprove;andnoneofushadanynearerbusihisworldthantotrackoutthepastofournedpanion,andsurprisethesecretthathesharedwiththegreatLondondoctor。Itis,butIbelieveIwasabetterhandatwoutastorythaherofmyfellowsattheGee;ahereisnownoothermanalivewhoarratetoyouthefollowingfoulandus。
Inhisyouudiedmeditheschoolsh。Hehadtalentofakihatpicksupswiftlywhatithearsaailsitforitsown。Heworkedlittleathome;buthewascivil,atteelligentinthepresenasters。Theysooasaladwholisteneddrememberedwell;nay,straseemedtomewhenIfirstheardit,hewasinthosedayswellfavoured,andpleasedbyhisexterior。Thereeriod,aextramuralteay,whomIshallheredesigheletterK。Hisnamewassubsequentlytoowellknown。ThemaskulkedthroughthestreetshihemobthatapplaudedattheexeofBurkecalledloudlyforthebloodofhisemployer。ButMr。Kofhisvogue;heenjoyedapopularityduepartlytohisowalytotheincapacityofhisrival,theuyprofessor。Thestude,sworebyhistesbelievedhimself,andwasbelievedbyothers,tohavelaidthefoundationsofsuhehadacquiredthefavourofthismeteorir。KwasaBONVIVANTaslishedteacher;helikedaslyillusiohanacarefulpreparation。InbothcapacitiesFettesenjoyedaidbythesedyearofhisattehehalf-regularpositionofseonstratororsub-assistantinhisclass。
Inthiscapacitythechargeofthetheatreaure-roomdevolvedinpartihisshoulders。Hehadtoaheessofthepremisesaoftheotherstudents,anditartofhisdutytosupply,reddividethevarioussubjects。Itwaswithaviewtothislast-atthattimeverydelicate-affairthathewaslodgedbyMr。Kinthesamewynd,andatlastinthesamebuilding,withthedisses。Here,afteranightofturbulentpleasures,hishandstillt,hissightstillmistyandfused,hewouldbecalledoutofbedintheblackhoursbeforethewinterdawnbytheunddesperateinterloperswhosuppliedthetable。Hewouldopeothesemen,sinfamhouttheland。Hewouldhelpthemwiththeirtragi,paythemtheirsordidpridremaiheyweregoheunfriendlyrelianity。Fromsuehewouldreturntosnatotherhourortwoofslumber,torepairtheabusesofthenight,andrefreshhimselfforthelaboursoftheday。
Fewladscouldhavebeenmoreiheimpressionsofalifethuspassedamongtheensignsofmortality。Hismindwasclosedagainstallgeneralsiderations。Heableofihefateaher,theslaveofhisowndesiresandlowambitions。Cold,light,andselfishiresort,hehadthatmodicumofprudence,miscalledmorality,whichkeepsamanfromidrunkennessorpu。Hecoveted,besides,ameasureofsiderationfromhismastersandhisfellow-pupils,andhehadofailspitheexternalpartsoflife。Thushemadeithispleasuretogaiioninhisstudies,anddayafterdayrenderedunimpeachableeye-serviployer,Mr。K。Forhisdayofworkheindemnifiedhimselfbynights,blackguardlye;abalaruck,theanthathecalledhiscedeclareditselft。
Thesupplyofsubjectswasaualtroubletohimaswellastohismaster。Inthatlargeandbusyclass,therawmaterialoftheanatomistskeptperpetuallyrunningout;andthebusihusrenderednecessarywasnotoihreateneddangerouscestoallwhowereed。Itolir。Ktoaskionsinhisdealingswiththetrade。“Theybringthebody,aheprice,”heusedtosay,dwellieration-“QUIDPROQUO。”And,again,aprofanely,“Askioellhisassistants,“forcesake。Therewasandingthatthesubjectswereprovidedbytheurder。”Hadthatideabeeohiminwords,hewouldhaverehorror;butthelightnessofhisspeesograveamatterwas,initself,agoodmanners,aiohwhomhedealt。Fettes,forieohimselfuponthesingularfreshhebodies。Hehadbeenstruandagainbythehang-dog,abominablelooksoftheruffianswhobeforethedauttingthiherhisprivatethoughts,heperhapsattributedameaningtooimmoralandtoocategoricaltotheunguardedaster。Heuoodhisduty,inshort,tohavethreebraakewhatwasbrought,topaythepridtoaverttheeyefromanyevidene。
OneNthispolicyofsilesharplytothetest。Hehadbeenawakeallnightwitharagtoothaghisroomlikeacagedbeasthimselfinfuryonhisbed-andhadfallenatlastintothatprofound,uneasyslumberthatsooftenfollowsonanightofpain,akehirdryrepetitioedsighin,brightmoowasbitterdy,andfrosty;thetownhadawakeaniiralreadypreludedthenoiseaheday。Theghoulshadelaterthanusual,andtheyseemedmorethanusuallyeagertobegoes,sickwithsleep,lightedthemupstairs。HeheardtheirgrumblingIrishvhadream;arippedthesatheirsadmerdiseheleaneddozing,withhisshainstthewall;hehadtoshakehimselftofiheirmoney。Ashedidsohiseyeslightedonthedeadface。Hestarted;hetooktwostepshedleraised。
“GodAlmighty!”hecried。“ThatisJah!”
Themehing,buttheyshuffledhedoor。
“Ikellyou,”heued。“Shewasaliveaerday。It”simpossibleshebedead;it“simpossibleyoushouldhavegotthisbodyfairly。”
“Sure,sir,you”remistakeirely,”saidohemen。
ButtheotherlookedFettesdarklyintheeyes,ahemo。
Itossibletomisceivethethreateratethedahelad’sheartfailedhim。Hestammeredsomeexcuses,tedoutthesum,andsawhishatefulvisitorsdepart。heygoeohisdoubts。Byadozeionablemarksheidehegirlhehadjestedwiththedaybefore。Hesaw,withhorror,marksupohatmightwellbetokenviolenicseizedhim,aeinhisroom。Therehereflectedatlehediscoverythathehadmade;sideredsoberlythebearingofMr。K’sinstrudthedaohimselfofinterferensoseriousabusiness,andatlast,iy,determifortheadviediatesuperior,theclassassistant。
Thiswasayoungdoae,ahighfavalltherecklessstudents,clever,dissipated,andunscrupuloustothelastdegree。Hehadtravelledandstudiedabroad。Hismannerswereagreeableandalittleforward。Hewasanauthorityoage,skilfulohelinkswithskateolf-club;hedressedwithy,and,toputthefinishingtouhisglory,hekeptagigandastr-horse。WithFetteshewasontermsofintimadeed,theirrelativepositionseunityoflife;asairwoulddrivefariryinMae’sgig,visitaesomelonelygraveyard,aurhtheirbootytothedoorofthedisse。
Onthatpartiaearrivedsomewhatearlierthanhiswoesheardhim,ahimoairs,toldhimhisstory,ahecauseofhisalarm。Maeexamihemarksonherbody。
“Yes,”hesaidwithanod,“itlooksfishy。”
&shouldIdo?”askedFettes。
“Do?”repeatedtheother。“Doyouwanttodoasaidsoomended,Ishouldsay。”
“Someoreiseher,”objectedFettes。“SheleRock。”
“We’llhopenot,“saidMae,“andifanybodydoes-well,youdidn’t,dohere’sais,thishasbeengoingontoolong。Stirupthemud,andyou’llgetKiunholytrouble;you’llbeinashogboxyourself。SowillI,ifyouetothat。Ishouldliketoknowhowanyoneofuswouldlook,orwhatthedevilweshouldhavetosayforourselves,inanywitness-box。Forme,youkhihat,practicallyspeaking,alloursubjectshavebeenmurdered。”
“Mae!”criedFettes。
“eheother。“Asifyouhadyourself!”
“Suspegisohing”
“Andproofanother。Yes,Iknow;andI’massorryasyouarethisshouldhaveehere,”tappihhise。“Thehi,”andheaddedcoolly,“Idon’t。Youmay,ifyouplease。Idon’tdictate,butIthinkamanoftheworldwoulddoasIdo;andImayadd,IfancythatiswhatKwouldlookforatourhaionis,Whydidhechooseustwoforhisassistants?AndIanswer,becausehedidn’twantoldwives。”
ThiswasthetoneofallotherstoaffedofaladlikeFettes。HeagreedtoimitateMae。Thebodyoftheunfirlwasdulydissednooneremarkedorappearedtniseher。
&ernoon,whenhisday’sworkwasover,FettesdroppedintoapopulartavernandfoundMaesittingwithastrahiswasasmallman,verypaleanddark,withcoal-blackeyes。Thecutofhisfeaturesgaveapromiseofiawhichwasbutfeeblyrealisedinhismanners,forheproved,uponanearerace,car,andstupid。Heexercised,however,averyremarkableae;issuedordersliketheGreatBashaw;beflamedattheleastdisordelay,aedrudelyoyasobeyed。Thismostoffeookafahespot,pliedhimwithdrinks,ahunusualhispastcareer。Ifatenthpartofwhathefessedweretrue,hewasaverylue;andthelad’svanitywastickledbytheattentionofsoexperien。
“I’maprettybadfellowmyself,”thestrangerremarked,“butMaeistheboy-ToddyMaeIcallhim。Toddy,orderyourfriendanlass。”htbe,“Toddy,youjumpupandshutthedoor。”