第40章流年故事(5)
TheeveningofmyseddayofsightIshouldspendatatheatreoratthemovies。Eveneriancesofallsorts,buttheaoftheplaymustbespelledintomyhandbyapanion。ButhowIshouldliketoseewithmyowingfigureofHamlet,ustyFalstaffamidcolorfulElizabethantrappings!HowIshouldliketofolloweaentofthegracefulHamlet,eachstrutoftheheartyFalstaff!AndsinceIcouldseeonlyoneplay,Ishouldbetedbyamany-horneddilemma,fortherearescoresofplaysIshouldwanttosee。Youwhohaveeyesyyoulike。Howmanyofyou,Iwonder,wheaplay,amovie,oraacle,realizeahanksforthemiracleofsightwhiablesyoutoenjoyitscraent?
Ijoythebeautyofrhythmieiedtothetouyhands。IonlydimlythegraceofaPavlowa,althoughIkhiofrhythm,foroftehebeatofmusicasitvibratesthroughthefloor。Iwellimagiustbeopleasingsightsintheworld。Ihavebeehersomethingofthisbytragwithmyfihelinesinsculpturedmarble;ifthisstaticgrabesolovely,howmuchmoreacutemustbethethrillofseeiion。
OneofmydearestmemoriesisofthetimewhenJosephJeffersoouchhisfadsashewentthroughsomeofthegesturesandspeechesofhisbelovedRipVanWinkle。Iwasabletocatchthusameagerglimpseoftheworldofdrama,andIshallthedelightofthatmoment。But,oh,howmuchImustmiss,andhowmuchpleasureyouseeingonesderivefromwatdhearierplayofspeeentintheunfoldingofadramatiance!IfIcouldseeonlyoneplay,IshouldknowhowtopimymiionofahundredplayswhichIhavereadorhadtrahroughthemediumofthemanualalphabet。
Shtheeveningofmyseaginarydayofsight,thegreatfiguresofdramaticliteraturewouldcrowdsleepfrommyeyes。
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Thefoll,Ishouldagaihedawn,anxioustodisewdelights,forIamsurethat,forthosewhohaveeyeswhichreallysee,thedawnofeachdaymustbeaperpetuallyioy。
This,agtothetermsofmyimaginedmiraythirdandlastdayofsight。Ishallhaveeiss;thereistoomuchtosee。ThefirstdayIdevotedtomyfriends,animateandihesedrevealedtomethehistoryofmanaodayIshallspendintheworkadayworldofthepresent,amidthehauntsofmengoingaboutthebusinessoflife。AndwhereefindsomanyactivitiesandenasinNewYork?Sotheydestination。
IstartfrommyhomeilesuburbofForestHills,LongIsland。Here,surroundedbygreenlawns,trees,andflowers,arelehouses,happywiththevoientsofwivesand,havensofpeacefulrestformenwhotoiliy。IdriveacrossthelacystructureofsteelwhistheEastRiver,aaartlingvisionofthepenuityofthemindofman。Busyboastsdscurryabouttheriverracyspeedboat,sts。IfIhadlongdaysofsightahead,Ishouldspendmagthedelightfulactivityupontheriver。
Ilookahead,andbeforemerisethefantastictowersofNewYork,acitythatseemstohavesteppedfromthepagesofafairystory。iringsight,theseglitterihesevastbanksofstouressuchasthegodsmightbuildforthemselves!Thisaureisapartofthelivesofmillionsofpeopleeveryday。Howmany,Iwiveitsomuchasasece?Veryfew,Ifear。Theireyesareblindtothismagbecauseitissofamiliartothem。
Ihurrytothetopofohosegiganticstructures,theEmpireStateBuilding,forthere,asho,I“saw”thecitybelhtheeyesofmysecretary。Iamanxioustoyfancywithreality。IamsureIshouldnotbedisappoihepanoramaspreadoutbeforeme,fortomeitwouldbeavisionofanotherworld。
NowIbeginmyrouy。First,Istandatabusyerelylookiryingbysightofthemtouahingoftheirlive。Iseesmiles,andIamhappy。Iseeseriousdetermination,andIamproud,Iseesuffering,andIampassionate。
IstrolldownFifthAvehrowmyeyesoutoffocus,sothatIseenoparticularobjelyaseethingkaleidoscopeofthattheen’sdressesmovinginathrongmustbeageousspectacleofwhichIshouldperhapsifIhadsightIshouldbelikemostotherwomeedihedividualdressestogivemutiontothesplendorofthemass。AndIamced,too,thatIshouldbeeaewindowshopper,foritmustbeadelighttotheeyetoviewthemyriadarticlesofbeautyondisplay。
FromFifthAveourofthecity—toParkAveheslums,tofactories,toparkswhereplay。Itakeastay-at-hometripabroadbyvisitingthefnquarters。AlwaysmyeyesareopehesightsofbothhappinessahatImayprobedeepandaddtofhowpeopleworkandlive。Myheartisfulloftheimagesofpeopleandthings。Myeyepasseslightlyletrifle;itstrivestotoudholdcloselyeagitsgazerestsuposarepleasant,fillihhappisomearemiserablypathetic。TotheselatterIdonotshutmyeyes,forthey,too,arepartoflife。Toclosetheeyeooclosetheheartandmind。