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第15章 在行路中遇见自己 14（第1页）

第15章在行路中遇见自己（14）

Ihaveogotoseeruis，pipanywithafriendoraparty，butratherthetrary，fortheformerreasoheyareintelligiblematters，aalkingabout。Thesetacit，butunidovert。SalisburyPlaiicism，butStonehengewillbearadistiquarian，picturesque，andphilosophisettingoutonapartyofpleasure，thefirstsiderationaleshallgoto，intakingasolitaryramble，thequestioniswhatweshallmeetwithbytheway。“Themindisitsownplaorareweanxioustoarriveattheendofourjourney。Imyselfdothehonoursilywelltoworksofartandcuriosity。IoookapartytoOxfordwith—showedthemthatseatoftheMusesatadistahglisteringspiresandpinna’d—”desthelearhatbreathesfromthegrassyquadraonewallsofhallsahomeintheBodleian；AndatBleesupersededthepowderedethatattendedus，andthatpointedinvainwithhiswandtooiesiures。Asaiontotheab，Ishouldnotfeeltiuringonajourneyiryanion。IshouldwaohearthesoundofmyowhereisaninvoluntaryantipathyinthemindofanEnglishmantnmannersandnotioheassistanpathytocarryitoff。Asthedistaneihisrelief，whichwasatfirstaluxury，beesapassionae。ApersonwouldalmostfeelstifledtofihedesertsofArabiawithoutfriendsandebeallowedtobesomethingihensoroldRomethatclaimstheutteranceofspeedIoyramidsaretoomightyfleplation。Insuchsituations，sooppositetoallone’sordinarytrainofideas，oneseemsaspee’sself，alimbtornofffromsolessohinstantfelloort。—YetIdidhiswantverypressingosetmyfootonthelaughingshoresofFrance。Calaisledwithyahefuse，busymurmuroftheplacewaslikeoilandwiomyears；nordidthemariners’hymn，whigfromthetopofanoldcrazyvesselintheharbour，asthesudown，sendanaliensoundintomysoul。Ioheairofgeneralhumanity。Iwalkedover“thevine-coveredhillsandgayregionsofFraandsatisfied；feofmanwasnotahefootofarbitrarythrones：Iwasatne，forthatofallthegreatschoolsofpaintiome。Thewholeisvanishedlikeashade。Pictures，heroes，glory，freedoms，allarefled，theBourbonsandtheFrehereisundoubtedlyasensatiisthatistobehaditismorepleasihanlasting。Itistooremotefromourhabitualassostobeaontopicofdiscourseorreferend，likeadreamoraeofexistepietoourdailymodesoflife。Itisaamomentaryhalluaoexgeouractualforouridealidentity；ahepulseofouroldtransportsreviveverykee“jump”allourpresentfortsands。Ourromantierantcharaottobedomesticated。Dr。Johnsotlefothefacilitiesofversationinthosewhohadbeenabroad。Infact，thetimeehdelightful，andiructive；butitappearstobecutoutofoursubstantialdhtexistenevertojoinkindlyontoit。Wearenotthesame，butanother，andperhapsmoreenviableindividual，allthetimeweareoutofourowntry。Wearelosttoourselves，aswellasourfriesomewhatquaintlysings，“OutofmydmyselfIgo。”Thosewhowishtetpainfulthoughts，dowelltoabsentthemselvesforawhilefromthetiesarecallthem；butwebesaidonlytofulfillourdestihatgaveusbirth。Ishouldonthisatlikewellenoughtospendthewholeofmylifeintravelingabroad，ifIywhereborrowaospehome！

这世上最快乐的事情之一就是旅行，不过我喜欢独自出门。在房间里，我享受的是社会生活，但是在室外，大自然就是我最好的伙伴。虽然我是一个人，但我从不感到孤独。

“田野是书房，自然是书籍。”

我不认为边走边谈有多明智。置身于乡村田野，我希望自己像草木一样复得自然。我不是来挑剔灌木丛和黑牛的，我走出城市是为了忘却城市和城市中的一切。有的人或许也是因为这个目的来到海滨，却又随身带去了城市的喧闹。我向往世界有着博大的空间而没有世俗的牵绊。我喜欢独处，身在其中独享其乐，而不会去要求“于僻远处觅友，共话独居之乐”。