第25章宠物情缘Ozzie(2)
IfIwassadhewouldstayomeandlookintomyeyesahatbriomyeyeseventoday。Hewouldreadgentlytouchmyfacewithhispaw。Asyouwellimagihingswouldthehtheworldwasthatwasbme。Weexperiencedourfirstearthquaketogether。Whatamemorythatwas!IgrabbedOzzieandstoodihedoorframeaswewerebeingjostledaround,ItoldhimitwasMotherNaturehigandasscaredashewasheseemedtoknowIwastryingto。
&hegroundstoppedshakioputsomesuppliesiotaketomyedtowatdwhatIwasdoing。AsIaringtoleavehegotinthebagandjustbarkedaookthattomean“Hey,youarenotleavingmebehind!”
It’ssoveryspeyouhavethesemomentsasitisasuresignofaveryspedthatstartstogrowtoincludebodylanguageahappenswithadogitisen。
IalwaysfeltthatOzziehadanunyabilitytoknowwhateant。MsIwouldstirandcallout“Breakfast”。Ozzieoffthebedandru。Iwouldpretendtogobacktosleep。WewouldplaythisgameabouttwotimeswhenfinallyforthethirdtimeIwouldsay“Breakfast”,Ozziewouldstarttoleappauseandturhalookthatsaid“OhNo!Iamwisetothat!”
Ozziewasveryhealthyallhislifeandnotafussyeater。IfthereeoffoodthatIwouldservehimthathedidn’tlikeIwouldaskhimto“PleaseeatitandIwouldnotbuyitagain。”Iwasverysurprisedwhenhewouldeatit!Iwouldgivehimabathwhiethingheenjoyed。Wheheageof15thatisseventimesahuman’sagesoheindeedwasasenior!HedevelopedaknownasCitistus。Thisisfatalforamaledogifheyareourinate。Sohewouldhave“attadIwouldhavetorushhimtothevet。Itwentthiswayforafewmonthsuwasabletogivememediethatstoppedtheproblem。Ihadtobesurehetookthemedidwatchhimverycarefully。Atthisagethevetsaidtoexpegahingbuthereicely。
WherewelivedOzziewastheonlydog。Iheo。So,hebecamethe“masdularwithalltheneighbors。Hewouldvisitandkeeppanywithsomeofthetenantsandtheywerealwaysdelightedandwouldgivehimtreatshisfavanyki。
AboutayearafterhisboutwiththeCitistusOzzie’ssightandheariogo,alongwithlosingtrolofhisbowels。Iwouldhavetoupafterhimahaneyedropper。Iknewhewasgoingaobeinfamiliarsurroundings。
Ithadbeensugroadwehadtraveled!IfeltsohonoredaohavebeeohaveOzziebeepartofmylife。
ThereisnodoubtthatItrulyfeelthatwelearnsomeofourlife’slessonsfromourpets。FromOzzieIlearahebiggestlessontomewaswhenthiofdytheendofyourrope,helpsomeonewhoisihenyoutakeyourmindoffyourself。ThiseomewhenOzziewassick。Ihadmahattime,butIfogforOzzie,andithelpedmereleasealotofstressandasnotthinkingaboutmyself。
ItooksomevaefrommyjobandmadeOzzieasfortableasIcould。Afterallwehadbeenthroughalottogethera。
OnFebruary1,1991Ozziedied。Hewas16yearsold。
Ihadpickedhimupanderingtohimwhatabraveandwonderfulpanionhehadbeen,butitwasokayifhehadtoleaveme。IpromisedhimIwouldbeokay。Withthatheweaklybarkedhisgoodbye。
Ihadhimcrematedandhisashesscatteredureeoerygrouimemybossviewedalossofapetthesameasthelossofafamilymemberaimeoff。
&wasbrokeninamillionpieces。IsaidIwouldbeokayandIhadmadeapromisesolifewenton。IstillmissOzzieandit’sbeen10years!Hemadealastingimpressionandimpaylifesodeepthatithastakehislongtowriteaboutit。Ifeelheisalwayswithme,andwillalwaysholdaspecialplamyheartthathashadtimetohealsincehispassing。
&hsafterOzzie’sdeathIhadfallenasleepandhadadreamaboutveryloudinmyear。Iwokewithastarttothesmellofsmoke。Ihadleftapaove,andOzziewokemeup!
So,forallyouanimalloversrememberyourpetsarewithyouforareasoimesyoudiscoveritwhiletheyarewithyouauntiltheyaregone。Enjoyyourtimewithyourpetsyouwillbesurprisedwhatlifelessonsyou。
IamveryhratefulfOzzieinmylife。
AboutayearafterOzzie’sdeath,Iwassittitable。ItwasarainydayandIwasshpapers。
Iheardaveryloud“bark”atthebackdoor。
Ah!That’saory…