第2章一只狗的遗嘱TheLastWillaof……(2)
IaskmyMasteraoremembermealways,butnottogrieveformetoolong。Iriedtobeaintimeofsorrow,andareasonforaddedjoyintheirhappiispainfulformetothinkthatevehIshouldcausethempain。
&hemrememberthatwhilenodoghaseverhadahappierlife(andthisIowetotheirloveande),nowthatIhavegrownblindanddeafandlame,andevenmysenseofsmellfailsmesothatarabbitchtundermynoseandImightnotknow,mypridehassunktoasick,bewilderedhumiliation。Ifeellifeistauhhavingeredmywele。ItistimeIsaidgoodbye,beforeIbeetoosickaburdenonmyselfandonthosewholoveme。
Itwillbesorrowtoleavethem,butnotasorrowtodie。Dogsdohasmeitasapartoflife,notassomethierriblewhichdestroyslife。Whatmayeafterdeath,ouldliketobelievethatthereisaParadisewhereoneisalwaysyoungandfull-bladdered;hereallthedayonedilliesahanamorousmultitudeofhouris,beautifullyspotted;wherejack-rabbitsthatrunfastbutnottoofast(likethehouris)areasthesa;whereeachblissfulhourismealtime;whereihereareamillionfireplaceswithlogsfandoneeselfupandblinksintotheflamesandnodsanddreams,rememberingtheoldbravedaysoh,andtheloveofoerandMistress。
Iamafraidthisistoomuchforevensutoexpect。Butpeace,atleast,is。Peagrestforwearyoldheartandheadandlimbs,aerheearthIhavelovedsos,afterall,thisisbest。OIearlymake。IhaveheardmyMistresssay,“WhenBlemiedieswemustherdog。IlovehimsomuchIeverloveanotherone。”
NowIwouldaskher,forloveofme,tohaveaoortributetomymemoryohaveadogagain。
WhatIwouldliketofeelisthat,havingohefamily,livewithoutadog!Ihaveneverhadanarroirit。Ihavealwaysheldthatmostdood(aheblaeIhavepermittedtosharetheliving-rtheeveniioedinakindlyspirit,aimentalmoods,eveedatrifle)。Somedogs,ofcourse,arebetterthaians,naturally,aseveryonek。
SoIsuggestaDalmatianasmysuccessor。Hehardlybeaswell-bred,oraswell-manneredorasdistinguishedandhandsomeasIrime。MyMasteranotasktheimpossible。Buthewilldohisbest,Iamsure,andeveabledefectswillhelpbyparisontokeepmymemreen。TohimIbequeathmydleashaandraioorderin1929atHermesinParis。HeeverwearthemwiththedistinIdid,walkingaroundthePlae,ParkAvenue,alleyesfixedonmeinadmiration;butagainIamsurehewilldohisutmostnottaucialdog。
&heranch,hemayprovehimselfquiteworthyoferespects。Hewill,Ipresume,eclosertojack-rabbitsthanIhavebeeoiyears。And,forallhisfaults,IherebywishhimthehappinessIknowwillbehisinmyoldhome。
&wordoffarewell,dearMasterandMistress。
Wheneveryouvisitmygrave,saytoyourselveswithregretbutalsoinessiheremembranylonghappylifewithyou:“Hereliesonewholovedusandwhomweloved。”
NomatterhowdeepmysleepIshallhearyou,andnotallthepowerofdeathkeepmyspiritfromwaggiail。